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Sunday, February 6, 2011,10:12 PM

NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR! yes its the new year, but yet the same old emily is updating her blog. hmm.. so what happen last semester was sucha pain. I only went to school, come home and nap, and study study study like an idiot. Nothing good so far, still tryna heal this love sick pain. Yes, I am still love sick from what happen last semester. The guy is still a no show no nothing. I know I should move on, but I'm getting there, who needs him. But at the same time I feel stupid. So the whole world knows that I was broke by January, especially when school is about to start. My credit card bills were raising. I don't know how to pay it off... i thought i'll go bankrupt. And I dont know how to buy my books, was thinking of credit carding them till i find money, but don't know how to. I applied to alot of jobs, but is either im not qualify for it, they deny me, or stay at home job (which i think its a scam). So one day I was taking the train with my cousin, and she knows how broke I am and will be, and throughout the conversation we talked so much that we reached to the topic bout poconos. There she found out that the guy, the only participant didnt pay me back, so she said shes gonna help me ask for the money no matter what. Cause its my money, and at least it'll help a little. $65!! After a week (i think), the guy didnt reply to her text so she call. The guy gave her alot of excuses that he is gonna be busy over the summer and might not make it to poconos. At least that is what i heard, and I didnt get the full story from her, I only know that he is not willing to pay and doesnt give a dam if he is there or not. WHAT A JERK! =[

Enough with the jerk, so now I am currently schooling with six classes! and a possibility going back to my banking business =] wish me luck!! I know my god daddy is still up there watching me, bring me some luck this year dad! u know i love you =]