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Wednesday, March 31, 2010,10:28 PM

another day

ahhh im so tired, yet bored. i need some excitement! hmm.. i am so overwhelm about my skin. my scars are back, i so dun wanna go through another painful treatment. but i guess i have no choice now, my scars are getting worst. this is so unfair, why am i the only one who has these problems! anyways.. i gotta go this friday and try to get a referral from the doctor =[

besides that.. tomorrow is my certification exam! like finally! for the past two wks i was miserably helping out ppl with useless things, even i felt useless while doing it. hopefully ill pass tomorrow so i can start my real duty! and stop surfing around the floor like a troublemaker..

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010,5:53 PM

2010!!

Hello blog! It's 2010! and bout time to update this journal! Lets see..where should i start. Alot of things had happened.. I didnt graduate from brooklyn yet, i still have a year left. school is so far so so. not much going on. i always head to class looking like a bum, and half way sleeping. cause i am tat tired! =[ everything is so far okay, except for some exams.. which i know i can do better if i study more and not doing it last minute.

as far as work. i was planning to resign from 711. but wen i told my manager, he gave me 2 wks to decide whether i am sure. He want to put me on hold, but the human resource refuse to let him do so.. therefore i only have 2 wks to decide. Oh! and the reason i choose to resign is because i got hired by TD bank. Right now im continuing to work at 711 on saturdays, and the rest of the wk is for school and td. my schedule is so packed that i dun have time to think! no! not think! i dun have time to go to the doctors. these past wks.. i was sick, in pain etc.. and i dont have the spare time to go to the clinic. it is so sad. i was in so much pain that i start having advils and tylenol, causing me to have heartburns. i spend so much money on suits, shirts and shoes that i dont normally wear.

i hope i am going to the right direction. i maybe insane to have sucha tight schedule, but this is who i am ! yesss i love pack schedules mwahhaha at the same time i wish i have more spare times ahhhhs